New Beginings & Transformation
2/22/2022 Twosday
It’s about 5:45 a.m and I’m laying in bed just thinking about my life and like always, should I go for my morning walk at the park before work. Then my phone rings. It’s mad early, so I jump to answer thinking it’s an emergency and it’s my cousin Briana one her way to her pilates class, I answer, “Hello” and she says, “Good Morning” in the most perkiest voice. I feel like I am either annoyed or just plain asking why is she so happy. lol She then says, “Happy February 22, 2022, it’s Twosday.” I told her I was resigning from my office job today and she replies, “Good because it’s twosday and you have to manifest eveverything today it’s such a powerful day, okay gotta go I’ll call you back.” I immediatly realize it’s is tuesday and I have to do my podcast. I jump out of bed and get on my computer and start googling what does 2/22/2022 mean? I said to myslef, omg she was right. Not that I was ever doubting her. I just wanted to see the actual meaning of 2/22/22. The fact that I am resigning from a job that I do not feel fulfilled at to step more into my calling and journey just makes this twosday so much better. “Astrologers and numerologist say it’s a significant day for new beginnings and transformation.” and I am definetly chucking up the deuces. I get on my macbook and start recording from my soul. It felt right and I felt like I was doing what’s right with no regret. Living in my truth, my journey, and my passion. If it served it’s purpose move on and let it go. It’s time I start letting things go and not live for everyone else but myself. The older I get the more I realise I have to live for myself and make myself happy. do what feels good to me. Surround myslef with people and different enviromnets where I am growing and learning. Not saying I didn’t grow in my last position I truly did and it definetly served it’s purpose but mission completed and it’s time I move on to my next assignment. According to my morning everything is aligning the way things should. After I do my podcast my sister send me the most interesting youtube video. I listen to it like literally over 5 times while showering and getting ready for work. The Youtube video Titled, “Listen to this everyday, it’ll change your life, and (Earl Nightingale motivational video) I was overwhelmed with excitement and I said to myself you have to keep going. You don’t have to do what everybody else is doing. You have your own goals,dreams, and you are working towards them. I get to work with the biggest smile on my face. My boss greets me at the door smiling and open the door for me and says, “Good Morning,” and in return I say Good Morning feeling relieved as I have the resignation letter in my hand. He walks up to my desk and I stand up and hand him over the envelope letting him know I am resigning. I didn’t feel too uncomfortable but I felt bad for leaving them, my co workers and the company but it’s time I live for myself and not feel bad for wanting to leave a position I am unhappy in and don’t feel like I am using my full potential. Who knows I may never be happy working a job. I one day would like to work for myself but in the Real World you should work and invest in yourself until your business picks up and you can fund your life. For now I have decided to take a break for a month or so and focus on my podcast and my lifestyle brand that will be launching soon. www.shopitgirls.com I just have to be patient and take in everything one day at a time. With being said I am stepping into faith and doing the one thing I want to do for myself this time and that’s focus and working on my brand……. itgirls