Never Give Up!
Since the end of last year I have been going through some diffuclt things in my life. I finally thought my problems was over until I had to deal with some new troubles that came my way. I questioned God why me? I even thought my fear would leave and things will get better if I left one job and went to another job but I didn’t heal from what the last job caused me which was stress, emotional damage, and trauma so I decided to quit my new job becuase it wasn’t fair to them or myself to not give my all and be at my best.
So I said I’ll focus on the launch of itgirls brand but this all of this not being planned I finally realized I need a job to buy my merch and support my brand but I needed a break from working with people and men especially. So I decided to do side jobs like delivering food & packages. It gave me a sense of relief not being stuck in an office but now I am dealing with people in the streets of Los Angeles running into homeless people who are on drugs or just mentally ill.
It was tough but I would start my day with meditation and prayer and do my deliveries. I didn’t give up or lose myself. I would even cry somedays and talk to God. During my time off I traveled and took a road trip with my cousin. I even was asked to speak at a Women’s Empowerment brunch but I asked God how could I empower women when I am not feeling empowered myself? but then it hit me. I may be going through something but I am in a much better space I was 5 or 6 years ago. So just tell my story.
God tested me the 3rd week of July. My mom had heart valve surgery July 18th, I had two job interviews that week with the same company, still making deliveries, and July 22nd I had to speak at the Rich With Attitude Women’s Empowerment Brunch. I felt like a Super Woman.
With that all being said I didn’t give up and I don’t want you guys too either. I am working on itgirls consulting & podcast w/ business partner & friend Dani Blanco. We have some amazing things in the work for itgirls brand. I will hopefully be starting my new job by the end of August and my new supervisor is a woman. I asked God to work for a more corporate company, more diversity, and he knew for now I was over working with men… lol So he answered all my request and more!
My Mom had a successful surgery, my speech went well, and I got the job!!! Now I could work and invest in my brand. I want to share with you my story becuase things will get hard, you will want to give up, and you will question God but don’t give up on yourself and most importantly him. Keep the faith and remember sometimes we need a break to refocus or even let go of somethings to receive bigger and better!!! It’s okay to take baby steps into your next transition in life. I aprreciate you all for your support and being on this journey with me.
I love you guys,
itgirl Vee